11/21/09

Pieces of her life - Part 13

The next few months of her life was beginning to get a bit dramatic, about 5 months into this secret love affair her boyfriend realized that she had distanced herself from him completely, she didn't sleep over at his house anymore, she wasn't interested in having sex with him anymore... She literally went weeks without giving him sex, she was bitchy toward him most times, she didn't care to have him around her & she stopped nagging about trying to get more Quality time. Whenever he said he was going to hang with his friends her response was always "kool, have fun". Clearly this wasn't the girl he fell in love with. Word on the street was that, she had a special friend... He asked? she denied the rumors, he let it go. To her this was too easy, the first time she had ever cheated & it all felt so natural {how sad}. Lying became a daily part of her life & guilt was now a thing of the past. All she wanted to do was be in Mr. GQ's presence...

She had fun with him, he made her feel secure, he was sexy as hell & they had a homey-lover-friend kinda relationship, she could talk to him about anything & he allowed her to vent to him whenever she was angry, he never argued with her & when she was mad at him he always ensured that she didn't stay mad for too long, he did whatever he had to to keep a smile on her face & he did a damn good job. Than she wondered about the pictures on his dresser, these thoughts always consumed her, she asked in the beginning if he had a girlfriend & he laughed at the thought, NO was always his response. She asked a few people that knew him & they all said that he did have a girlfriend, however, he never came out & told her the truth. Yet there where pictures on his dresser with a lady that was unknown. After 6months of enjoying each other, she keep asking about the pictures, he didn't care to comment much on them. Finally after months of asking he told her the truth. He did in fact have a girlfriend... To say she was *heartbroken* was an understatement, here she was, treating her boyfriend like shit & in love with another girls man. he quickly helped her shove those thoughts aside, by wrapping his arms around her & kissing her forehead. Though she was upset she wanted to enjoy the moment, however long it lasted...

No comments: