Pieces of her life - Part 14

She was so much in love with this human being that she let her good sense get away from her, she didn't care who got hurt, as long as she was happy she was good. Many times she would lay beside her boyfriend & her phone would ring & as soon as she saw Mr. GQ's number she suddenly didn't want to be near her guy anymore. Her boo had charmed his way right into her life & worked his way into her heart. She knew she was doing a bad thing but she didn't think she was ready to stop. It was something about their love affair that excited her, got her all worked up & left her wondering about their future. She went over to his house one night & that very night her boyfriend had followed her, she lead him straight to her boo's house. That night they had their first fight.

They began to argue & a lot of stuff was said, she knew which one of his buttons to push so she did, he wasn't to happy about the things she said so he landed a slap right to her face... Sad to say but she had a headache days after the altercation. That didn't stop her, she carried on with her love affair & her boyfriend continued to be with her, she felt that deep down he knew she was lying all the time but still he chose to believe her, even when he caught her in places she had no business being after hours. They had broken up several times throughout the year but they always got back together, the flowers came more often than they did before & he continued to shower her with gifts & gave her whatever she wanted even though she knew that he knew her heart was with someone else. She left for college after the new year & eventually they drifted further apart and ended the relationship. Does she miss him? Sometimes, Does she still love him? Absolutely, but shes not in love with him. She often wondered what life would be like if they were still together, probably married with a kid... but that would always be left unanswered. However, they remained good friends to this very day.