Pieces of her life - Part 15

Throughout her college years she continued to be with Mr. GQ, in one word he was simply "Amazing", on his off days he would visit her & when he wasn't around they would spend hours on the phone talking to one another. She loved him & that love was reciprocated, his other half was barely in the picture but after about 2 years into the relationship things changed, she began to mature & she started to see things differently. How young & naive was she? cheating on someone that was so good to her, falling in love with another girls man. Her & Mr. GQ made it to 3years but she knew this wasn't the kind of life she wanted & she knew she could do much better, she also knew that she deserved more & there was no future with Mr. GQ. So she left, they continued to speak via phone & he always told her how much he loved & missed her... She believed him but she knew that this couldn't go on. He often joked that even if she was married they would find their way back to each other {she doubted it}. She ran into him briefly on Christmas 07, after few minutes of talking to her he couldn't believe this was the same girl that had fallen in love with him few years back, all he could say to her was "wow, you are older, way more mature & a lot different than when we first met, but its a very good thing" that made her smile {And get this, she still had butterflies & was giggling like a schoolgirl}. Her whole outlook on life had changed & she had someone very special to thank for that {hint: he once said she changed his life}. She was maturing day by day & he told her how proud of her he was. That meant the world coming from him & although he doesn't know it he holds a special place in her heart. He change the whole course of her life & shes not mad at all. Does she still love him? Absolutely. But she has long since fallen out of love with him. In fact, shes been in love since him. But that is an entirely different story.

She knows she was wrong and on many occasions she has tried to justify her behavior, but there is no justification for what she did. Although the blame lies not entirely with her, she does acknowledge and accept her part in the situation. I'm truly sorry♥ - The End